i need to spam. it may not be productive, but it is very therapeutic. i apologize for spamming your inboxes, because i'm gonna end up spamming some more, because i am going absolutely insane. and because i can. but you guys have the right to ignore ;0

i have never ever hated school more than ever in life, kill me naoplzlols. but i am still determined to get things done. in a way that i will be proud of. in a way that i can earn some respect which i apparently do not deserve =_= i will be part of the fucking grad show with my friends in april, i ain't going to lose to that, never. my work will pay off. i swear. swearing is just the beginning, putting things into action is the rest. come on, perseverance. come on, self-confidence! //end of self-motivation

the problem is that it's constantly about compromising supposed integrity at school x_x it is kind of overbearing. insanely overbearing. i need to do some therapeutic drawing... if only i knew how to design therapeutically. things are not going out too well... why OTL

some reason i'm getting interested in motion graphics, and for the fact that i have virtually 2 of the same projects in two different classes. one is to use kinetic typography based on a speech that has given me a strong emotion. the second is a persuasive public service ad thing with kinetic type/imagery. mine relates to peer pressure, bullying and self-image. w00tz.

la dee daa

off to reading. hopefully.

***2 year overdue art site will soon be uploaded once i get all my images sorted out.